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Saturday, January 24, 2009

Update--1/24/2009

So, it's been a very long time since the last blog, and my blogging consistency seems to be very low--it was unusual, when I was on tv.com I would blog almost EVERY SINGLE DAY, and now I have this great blogger account set up, and yet I'm barely posting anything. Maybe it's because I lack the motivation I had on tv.com--I knew I had readers there.



Which brings up the subject of tv.com--at first I couldn't live without it, and now it's not bothering me that much that I'm not on there, except for this one little part of me that absolutely irks to go back there. There's a part of me that still misses tv.com horribly. I'm still there, every day, reading everyone's blogs but not being able to post my own--the same kind of helplessness I felt BEFORE I joined tv.com, but worse now because I HAD a taste of that, and it all just slipped away.



So, the eternal question: creating a new account? Going by a completely different username, having to regain all those levels, and possibly getting banned AGAIN?????? Is it worth it? That's the question I've been pondering so far, but if I DID go back, it would be mostly for the relationships I've developed there (yes, JFJ, this means you...and PS123, too...and CM...and almost everyone else). I guess the banning just really hit me because I hadn't had a TOS in over a month, the mods were getting off my back, and I was trying to HELP them, seemingly, at least, making the impression that I wasn't trying to ruin their website, I was, if anything, trying to help out and IMPROVE it. So...



should I rejoin???



Thoughts...deep thoughts...



more later.